Day 2 · Afternoon

Nothing Left to Manage

Chapter 5

Afternoon · The Grand Dynasty Ballroom — afternoon

The afternoon light has found the ballroom at a different angle than the morning — no longer flat and gold, but long and slanted, pressing warm columns across the half-cleared breakfast table, touching the crystal chandeliers into brief prismatic life. Megi turns to Kirishima the way you turn toward something that doesn't require armor: squarely, unhurried, the sand-linen of her wide-leg trousers whispering as she shifts her weight. He meets it with that particular quality of his, the one that doesn't ask anything of her — a broad, easy grin that lands somewhere between I see you and no explanation required. Behind her, at the east windows, the untouched plate has been set down on the sill with a quiet click that she doesn't turn around for. She doesn't turn around. That is also a decision. At the far end of the room, Hawks drifts into the periphery of a small cluster near the decanter table — golden coat catching the slanted afternoon light, posture arranged to look perfectly at ease — and something in his jaw says the ease is costing him something. Kirishima notices none of it. His attention, as it reliably does, stays exactly where it has decided to be.

Eijiro Kirishima: "You doing alright? And I mean actually — not the version you'd give the cameras."

Present Mic: "Alright, beautiful people — afternoon schedule drops in twenty, so if anyone's got unfinished business from this morning, the clock just started."

Hawks: "Some mornings just decide they're going to be a lot, huh."

"I..." She hesitates a moment, but remembers the cameras are on, everyone is watching, "Yes. Yes, I'll be okay." She lies, taking another sip of her coffee, trying not to let it show how much the talk in the parlor had rattled her.

The word lands with the practiced weight of a press-ready answer — yes, I'll be okay — and Kirishima receives it the way you receive a door closing in your face when you expected it open: without flinching, but with his eyes going very still. He doesn't call her on it. What he does instead is quieter than that: his hand finds the edge of the sideboard beside hers, close enough that the warmth of it is there if she reaches, the brass cuff-chain at his wrist just grazing the back of her knuckles — a contact that is barely a contact, one the nearest camera angle almost certainly misses, and says nothing further for a beat that stretches three full seconds. Across the room at the east windows, something shifts: Dabi turns from the glass, the untouched plate abandoned on the sill, and the particular quality of his attention changes from watching to aimed.

Eijiro Kirishima: "Sure. Yeah. Good."

Dabi: "Maple syrup and a smile. That's the whole performance, huh, princess. Bet even Hawks bought it, back when it mattered."

Hawks: "Some of us know better than to buy what's being sold."

She swallows, looking at Dabi for a long second before looking back toward Hawks with an apologetic smile, "I suppose that puts you ahead of me, Hawks-san," She admits, but doesn't move Kirishima’s hand.

The apology lands softer than Hawks expected — she can tell by the half-second where his practiced ease actually slips, gold-rimmed glasses catching the afternoon light as his chin lifts just a fraction. He recovers fast, the way operatives always do, but Megi saw it. Across the room, Dabi saw it too: the slight adjustment in Hawks's jaw, the way Megi's attention moved from the east windows to the decanter table like a compass needle finding north, and his mouth curves into something that isn't quite a smile. Kirishima's knuckles stay exactly where they are against hers — below camera line, steady as stone, not pressing, not retreating — and his eyes track her face rather than the exchange at the decanter table, because his concern is a singular and uncomplicated thing. Shindo, mid-room, sets his drink down on the nearest surface with a quiet, deliberate click and says nothing at all, but the angle of his shoulders has shifted two degrees toward the exchange, the way a man files a document he expects to reference later.

Hawks: "Ahead of you. Hm. Careful — that's the kind of thing I'd normally hold onto."

Dabi: "Look at that. The two of you catching up on manners while the parlor's still warm. Real touching."

Eijiro Kirishima: "You don't owe him a smile, you know."

Present Mic: "Folks, the ballroom air just got about fifteen degrees more interesting — somebody get me a fan!"

"Oh, please, it's a compliment. Just that you learned faster than I did on how to read the writing on the wall." She admits to Hawks, then looks toward Kirishima, "I know. I think I'll go for a walk before the schedule comes through. Excuse me." Slowly, reluctantly, she pulls away, coffee cup in hand and walks out the door.

The line lands clean — you learned faster than I did — and Hawks catches it in both hands, the gold-rimmed glasses tilting as something genuinely pleased crosses his face before he can decide whether to let it. He doesn't stop her from going. He watches the direction she chooses instead, the way operatives clock exits: not to block them, but to map them for later. Megi sets her cup down, draws her hand back from the sideboard — from Kirishima's knuckles — and the small warmth of that contact is the last thing she feels before the afternoon air opens up around her. Kirishima doesn't reach after her. He stands exactly where he was, the brass cuff-chains at his wrists still, and his eyes stay on her back until the ballroom door closes behind her. At the east windows, Dabi watches the door for two full seconds after she disappears — then he moves, unhurried, toward Kirishima rather than the exit, and the room's temperature shifts with him. In the far corner, Yuga Aoyama turns from the window where he has been standing alone since before breakfast, something unsettled still working behind his eyes, and says nothing to anyone at all.

Hawks: "Faster learner. I'll take that. Walk safe, Dullahan."

Eijiro Kirishima: "Take however long you need. The schedule can wait thirty seconds."

Dabi: "Kirishima. You let her go for a walk alone. Sporting of you."

Yo Shindo: "Mm. The ones who know when to leave a room always come back with the advantage."

💨 Take the long way through the east hall — let the air clear your head

The east hall corridor receives her the way empty spaces do after a room full of people: with a particular quality of silence that isn't quiet so much as relieved. Afternoon light lays itself in long pale ribbons across the parquet floor, filtered through the tall latticed windows, and Megi's sandals make almost no sound as she rounds the first bend and the ballroom noise fades to a low murmur behind the carved doors. She lets the hand holding her coffee cup drop to her side, and for a moment there is nothing required of her — no camera angle to present to, no register to hold, no window not to look at. The lighter sits against her left hip, a small cold weight through the linen, and she doesn't take it out. Behind her, through the closed doors, she hears it begin — not loudly, not all at once, but with the particular quality of two people who have been not-talking across a room finally running out of room to not-talk in: Hawks's voice, and then, lower, Dabi's.

Eijiro Kirishima: "Hey. For what it's worth — you don't have to come back looking like you're fine."

Hawks: "Still doing that thing where you stand where she was, huh, Dabi."

Dabi: "Still doing that thing where you notice, huh, Hawks."

Yo Shindo: "Gentlemen. The cameras are still rolling. Might want to save the reunion for somewhere with less... favorable lighting."

She walks still, waiting until she gets further away to open Shoto's note, the lighter in her other hand in her pocket.

The corridor stretches long and unhurried in front of her, the carved ballroom doors already a full bend behind her — their muffled noise, Hawks's voice and then Dabi's lower one, fading into the particular silence of a palace that doesn't stop breathing just because she steps out of the room. Megi walks until the last of that sound is swallowed by stone, until there is nothing but the slip of her sandals and the afternoon light lying in pale, even ribbons across the parquet, and then she stops beneath the second latticed window and sets the coffee cup on the sill. The lighter comes out of her left pocket first — that is not a decision so much as a habit forming in real time, the scorched silver warming fast against her palm — and she sets it on the stone beside the cup without opening it. Then she finds the folded card, the one Todoroki slid toward her path at breakfast without ceremony, without a name on the outside, and she opens it with both hands in the quiet of a corridor where no camera has followed her.

Shoto Todoroki: "If you would like somewhere that doesn't require a performance — the east courtyard, before the schedule. No obligation. No audience."

🌿 Go to the east courtyard — take the quiet offer

The east courtyard receives her the way his note promised: without audience, without ceremony, the carved doors swinging closed behind her on their own weight. Afternoon light lies flat and even across the pale stone flags, the mountain's shadow not yet reached the near wall, and the weeping maples at the courtyard's edge are barely moving in a breath of wind that smells of pine and cold altitude. Todoroki is already here — he would be, he is not a man who arrives late to something he chose — standing at the low garden wall with his back to the doors, midnight navy haori precise against the stone, neither posturing nor pretending he wasn't watching the gap between the door panels for movement. He turns when she steps into the courtyard, and the thing that passes across his face is not surprise: it is something quieter and more considered than that, the specific expression of a person whose careful offer was accepted when they were not entirely certain it would be. Behind her, through the stone corridor she just walked, a low scoff carries — Dabi's voice, unhurried, aimed at no one in particular and entirely at her back.

Dabi: "Gardens. How nostalgic. Someone tell me if she plants a flag this time."

Shoto Todoroki: "You came."

Hawks: "Safe travels, Dullahan. Don't let the maples gossip."

"I did. I'm sorry to keep you waiting."

The apology lands simply, the way Megi says most things that matter — without ceremony, without excess — and Todoroki receives it the same way: a brief stillness, the kind that means he heard it rather than the kind that means he doesn't know what to do with it. He turns from the low garden wall fully now, the dual-toned silk sash catching the flat afternoon light, and the distance between them is exactly what he left it — close enough for conversation, far enough that nothing is demanded. The weeping maples at the courtyard's edge drop a few pale leaves across the stone flags between them, carried by a breath of mountain air that smells of pine and cold altitude. Behind the carved doors, muffled and distant, Dabi's phone screen lights in his palm — his jaw shifts almost imperceptibly toward it, one corner of his mouth pulling into something not quite a smile, not quite contempt, there and gone before anyone inside the ballroom could name it. Todoroki watches Megi's face with the particular attention of someone who has been practicing patience since childhood, and waits one beat before he speaks.

Shoto Todoroki: "You didn't keep me waiting. I arrived early."

Dabi: "Appropriate. Right."

Shoto Todoroki: "Did you find your breath — away from all of that?"

"Yes. And no. It's...more complicated than that."

Todoroki doesn't reach for the qualifier, doesn't offer a bridge or an easier version of the question. He simply waits — the way he has always waited, since they were children sharing a garden bench under a different set of weeping maples — with the particular patience of someone who learned early that pressing a person makes them go smaller, not clearer. The distance between them is still four feet of pale stone. A maple leaf crosses it slowly, carried by mountain air that smells of pine and cold altitude, and neither of them watches it land. Inside the ballroom, beyond the carved doors, Dabi's phone screen dims — he doesn't lift it again, doesn't look at the door Megi walked through; he turns instead toward the east windows, one shoulder to the glass, and his jaw shifts once: the one-line answer to a text she sent that the room will read as nothing and that he will carry until she gives him a better one. Todoroki's mismatched eyes stay level on her face, unhurried, and what lives in them is not pity — not the curious-courtier interest the gala has primed every other man in that hall to perform — but something older and more specific, something that has her name on it without needing to say it.

Shoto Todoroki: "Then tell me the complicated version. I don't need it simplified."

Dabi: "Complicated. Right."

"...you remember I was set to marry into your family once before. How it ended. It just makes this...more difficult to keep equal. Is all."

The words land between them in the east courtyard the way a stone lands in still water — without fanfare, with consequence. Four feet of pale stone flags remain exactly where they were, and Todoroki does not close them, does not flinch, does not perform surprise at the shape of what she has just named. He is very still for a moment, the dual-toned silk sash catching the flat afternoon light, his mismatched eyes on her face with the particular attention of someone who has been holding this particular door shut from his side too — waiting to see whether she would knock. Through the carved doors behind her, still and distant, Dabi's phone screen wakes in his palm. His jaw doesn't shift this time. He reads the text — Why do you talk about people like that? — and his eyes move from the screen to the closed courtyard doors, one slow, flat line of a look that says nothing useful and means everything, before he turns back to the east window.

Shoto Todoroki: "I know. I was set to be your brother-in-law. I am aware of what that makes this. I want you to know I didn't come to the courtyard to pretend it doesn't exist."

"Good, because I don't want to pretend." After a moment, she asks, "...why did you ask me here?"

The question lands without ceremony, the way Megi asks most things that actually matter — not soft, not demanding, just placed between them like an object on a table, waiting to be picked up or left. Something moves across Todoroki's face: not surprise, not the careful diplomatic rearrangement of a man who was expecting the question and has an answer prepared, but the specific small shift of a person who has been asked the real thing and now has to answer it honestly. He holds the four feet of pale stone between them without crossing them, the flat afternoon light cutting clean across the dual-toned silk sash, one hand loose at his side. A pale maple leaf settles on the stone between them. He doesn't look at it. Inside the ballroom, behind the carved doors, Dabi turns from the east window for the first time since she walked out — not toward the door, but toward Hawks, one slow quarter-turn, jaw set, eyes flat with the particular quality of someone who has been standing still for a minute too long and has decided to stop.

Shoto Todoroki: "Because you're the only person in that room who I don't have to perform for. I know what that costs to say out loud."

Dabi: "You've got a lot of patience for someone who doesn't want to pretend."

She gives a small, hesitant smile, "I'm glad to be that much, at least. I wish we didn't have to. Perform, I mean."

The smile is small and hesitant and that is exactly why it lands — Todoroki watches it appear the way a person watches a rare and specific thing happen, still, with his full attention, not cataloguing it but simply letting it be there. He doesn't answer immediately. The afternoon light lies flat across the stone flags between them, and somewhere in the weeping maples above, a breath of mountain wind shifts two or three pale leaves loose, and they fall slowly, sideways, the way things fall when there is no urgency. Inside the ballroom, behind the carved doors, Dabi's phone wakes in his palm — the newest text reads I wish it was that easy — and he doesn't look up at the door, doesn't shift toward it, only the line of his jaw moves, something between the word easy and whatever he was going to say to Hawks tightening there and then releasing, before he turns his attention back to the room with the deliberate quality of a man who has decided not to react out loud. Todoroki takes one unhurried breath, and what he says next is not a platitude and not a performance: it arrives in the same register as everything else he's offered her today, which is to say plainly, with the specific weight of something that cost something.

Shoto Todoroki: "I know what it costs to drop it, even for a few minutes. I'm glad you came anyway."

Dabi: "Easy. Right."

"I am, too. But, when we go back in..."

The unfinished half-sentence hangs in the afternoon air between them — when we go back in — and Todoroki receives it the way he receives most things she says: without rushing to fill it. The weeping maples shed one more pale leaf across the stone flags, and neither of them moves. Inside, beyond the carved doors, Dabi's phone lights in his palm — his eyes drop to the screen, hold there for exactly one beat, and then lift to the closed courtyard door with an expression that is not quite a smirk and not quite something rawer; he tips the phone face-down against his thigh without answering. Near the far corridor entrance, Aizawa shifts position — one shoulder off the pillar he's been leaning against for the last hour — his eyes tracking something in the middle distance that has nothing to do with the doors, though the angle of his jaw says he clocked exactly when they closed. Todoroki's posture doesn't change, hands still loose at his sides, but something in the quality of his attention sharpens — the way a person's does when they understand what the other person stopped themselves from saying is the actual question.

Shoto Todoroki: "We walk back in. Separately, together — whatever you decide. I'm not going to perform a version of this that isn't true, but I also won't make you carry it in front of everyone before you're ready."

Dabi: "Carbonite. Right."

She nods, and she walks in first, to keep it clean. Keep it separate.

The courtyard door opens from Megi's hand, and she steps through it alone — the afternoon ballroom light catching the sand linen of her wide-leg trousers, her beach-wave hair settling against her shoulder as the door swings behind her. She doesn't hold it open. She doesn't look back. The room gets exactly what she decided to give it: a woman returning from a garden with her composure intact, nothing legible on her face, the scorched silver lighter a small, unannounced weight in her left pocket. Todoroki follows at a distance that could mean anything — thirty seconds behind her, the midnight navy of his haori catching the chandelier light as he emerges, hands loose, expression unreadable, saying nothing that the cameras can read as a story. And then the room finds its own story anyway, because Dabi, who has been standing at the east windows for the better part of an hour with his phone face-down and his jaw doing all his talking, turns from the glass the moment her shadow crosses the threshold — and the word he speaks to Hawks, low and idle as smoke, carries precisely far enough for her to catch it.

Dabi: "Look who kept her exit clean. Almost like she practiced it."

Hawks: "Some people are just better at doors than you, Touya."

Dabi: "And some people know exactly which doors to watch. Tell me — you remember what she looked like the last time she walked out of a room to protect someone else's feelings?"

Eijiro Kirishima: "Hey. Welcome back."

🪶 💬 "Hawks. What door does he mean?"

The question lands clean and public — she doesn't deliver it toward Dabi, doesn't dignify the trap with her eyes; she names Hawks directly and walks the floor toward him with the same unhurried control she carried back through the door. The room hears it. Shindo's drink pauses a half-inch from his mouth. Monoma goes very still near the far chairs, the kind of still that means he's cataloguing. Dabi doesn't move — weight on one hip, phone at his side, jaw flat — but something at the edge of his mouth shifts, the smallest concession that she just took his angle and turned it on the only person in the room who can answer it honestly. Behind her, without a word or any gesture anyone could read as coordination, Todoroki moves two quiet steps along the east wall — not toward her, not interceding — just close enough that his shadow falls at the edge of the space she's claimed, steady as a bracket. Kirishima clocks it. He doesn't comment. He looks at her back instead, jaw set, something between proud and careful sitting in the line of his shoulders.

Hawks: "He means the courtyard, four years ago. The one you two were supposed to walk into together — before the contracts got torn up and everyone pretended it was always going to end that way."

Dabi: "There she goes. Routing the question through the safest pair of wings in the room."

Hawks: "It's a fair question, Touya. She asked it clean. The least you could do is let me answer it the same way."

End of Chapter 5

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